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paul john sauers
beloved son, brother, nephew, cousin, uncle, godfather
died september 19, 2006
i'll always love and miss you
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i got 7th chair in the symphony orchestra. it's not fabulous, but it's a hell of a lot better than last chair, i guess. and i'm cool with it. i believe it's mostly upper classmen that are in front of me. so, it's all good...
anyways...why doesn't anybody leave comments anymore? seriously...
oh, and who's going to credo day '06? not that i'm going. chicago is way too far from ithaca. but, i just want to know who i'll be missing by not going. just wondering
otherwise, that's all i've got. feel free to drop me a line sometime...
later kids
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i'm officially moved into college. hood hall. and my roommate? totally awesome. her name's steph, she does crew, she's a language major. and she hates pink, cheerleaders, and icebreakers. loves music and movies. and, best of all, she's sarcastic. i love it. and, because she does crew, she works out. and now, i work out. yay! i basically do everything she does, only with less weight or modified. but, it's all good.
anyways...yea. that's it...
later kids
love, your favorite new freshie...
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| a poem by jo witt...
(it's very sad...)
it's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me.
it's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair.
it's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me."
it's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care.
it's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen.
it's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand.
it's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted.
it's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain.
it's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul.
it's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes.
it's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk.
it's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection.
it's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held.
it's easier for me to distance myself, than it is to trust that you won´t hurt me.
it's easier for me to die, than it is for me to face life's challenges.
it's hard for me to smile when i am hurting.
it's hard for me to talk when you won't understand.
it's hard for me to reach out when i need help the most.
if only you'd really look at me and see who i am.
if only you cared enough to reach out when i push you away.
if only you'd hold me, without asking why.
if only you'd acknowledge the validity of my feelings.
but it's the easy roads that are most often taken.
and so i hurt alone.
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i got a new MacBook...13 in screen....totally awesome! i'm so excited!
anyways...i leave for drama camp tomorrow...i'll be gone for a whole week...sunday to sunday...and, see, while we're at the camp, we can recieve letters and e-mails...and, see, it's really nice to get e-mails and letters while you're at camp...
so what do you say, guys...will you write to me??? please??
here're the addresses...
Camp Allegheny
Allie Rehn - Drama Camp
100 Camp Allegheny Drive
Stoystown, PA 15563
or
send an e-mail to info@campallegheny.org with the subject: Allie Rehn - Drama Camp
thanks guys! those of you who send me something...anything...i love you to pieces! as for the rest of you...well...thanks...a LOT...
later, kids
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